addiction
Yes. I got it. I still have one.
Is this good or bad? Both I think. Everything else I'm still here. The "after" so to speak ... Oh man, the temptation is so great ....
Monday, February 26, 2007
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
4 Year Old With Bad Breath
Blubb ^ ^ lol Oo
Hach's just I feel good! ^ ^ Okay, some find vlt's. not good, but I !!!!! Hahahaha! ^ ^ By an inexplicable miraculous reason, I've lost a pound! Jaahaha, 50.5 kg!! 45, here I come! * Laughs * ^ ^ Hach, is it great ^ ^ Well, a good conclusion for a day, the shit started ... -.- Well ...
* happy * ^ ^
... the rest is silence ....
Hach's just I feel good! ^ ^ Okay, some find vlt's. not good, but I !!!!! Hahahaha! ^ ^ By an inexplicable miraculous reason, I've lost a pound! Jaahaha, 50.5 kg!! 45, here I come! * Laughs * ^ ^ Hach, is it great ^ ^ Well, a good conclusion for a day, the shit started ... -.- Well ...
* happy * ^ ^
... the rest is silence ....
Monday, February 19, 2007
Butalbital Does It Cause Jaw Pain
Hmm. I so much powers. I would like the thoughts have gone. With my father started earlier. To my grandfather, they are gone and now they hang in the bastard vonne clinic. This wanker. A nearly 50-year old wanker. I wanted the gar nich. But small-Silence can fool your mouth open non. I also know non-... * Crying *.... = (
... I want it lifts me to a bush. I want nciht that he tell me "up there" streft. I do not want him to go with me long dark passages. I do not want that with me the forest edge goes where no human being is. I do not want him to my little beetle on the shoulders of strokes. I do not want him to tell me how cute I was. I do not want him to me constantly pats on the head. I do not think he hugged me. I do not think he kisses me on the neck. ... I do not want that at all ... = (= Ohje. .. /
Had to get out ...-_-Sorry .
Blubb.
I'm stupid.
... the rest is s / i / l / e / n / c / e
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Wildpackets Compatible Cards
crap crap shit
Hmmmm .... HERE I somehow just not as good ... Dunno also ... can grade losheulen full ... okay ... I do it just .... = (.... Oh no ... it excites me everything. But not in the sense of angry, sad ... all special but rather agitated internally so ... = / I'd like to be cuddled * crying *... . Somehow, I needed the grade
.... What a bummer. You know already of my new plan? As soon as I cut myself again, may I will add ne penalty ... n half a kilo more, a further section. .. Yes . ... I do think it is now for me ill, but your opinion on this is I do not care ... yes ... but I'm really vlt sick ... sick ... in the head ... I know * again ... wine *... Hmmm, my one entry today ...
>> Wow. I hate myself. I hate Sun 've Eaten something tonight. A lot. Just weighed. 53 kg. This morning it was still Magnificent (but still fat), 51 kg .... I hate myself so infinitely. I could throw up on the non-time restaurant toilet. Fucking bullshit. I'm so incapable. Tomorrow will be put in a Flüssigkeitstag. Cost what it may. My punishment. I can not hurt me, yes. \u0026lt;\u0026lt;
I want to be perfect. Really proud. I will look at me and say, "man, girl, you look cool and are really nice thin" Since enough for me not a "You're thin!" from other people .... But I can not. Still nciht. 45 kg. My goal. My dream ... I's out war ... I created a. ..
+ There is no life without discipline. + +
There are only two things you can do wrong. Quit or never start
+ + One moment on the lips, one year on the rips. +
I stay strong.
.... The rest is silence.
Hmmmm .... HERE I somehow just not as good ... Dunno also ... can grade losheulen full ... okay ... I do it just .... = (.... Oh no ... it excites me everything. But not in the sense of angry, sad ... all special but rather agitated internally so ... = / I'd like to be cuddled * crying *... . Somehow, I needed the grade
.... What a bummer. You know already of my new plan? As soon as I cut myself again, may I will add ne penalty ... n half a kilo more, a further section. .. Yes . ... I do think it is now for me ill, but your opinion on this is I do not care ... yes ... but I'm really vlt sick ... sick ... in the head ... I know * again ... wine *... Hmmm, my one entry today ...
>> Wow. I hate myself. I hate Sun 've Eaten something tonight. A lot. Just weighed. 53 kg. This morning it was still Magnificent (but still fat), 51 kg .... I hate myself so infinitely. I could throw up on the non-time restaurant toilet. Fucking bullshit. I'm so incapable. Tomorrow will be put in a Flüssigkeitstag. Cost what it may. My punishment. I can not hurt me, yes. \u0026lt;\u0026lt;
I want to be perfect. Really proud. I will look at me and say, "man, girl, you look cool and are really nice thin" Since enough for me not a "You're thin!" from other people .... But I can not. Still nciht. 45 kg. My goal. My dream ... I's out war ... I created a. ..
+ There is no life without discipline. + +
There are only two things you can do wrong. Quit or never start
+ + One moment on the lips, one year on the rips. +
I stay strong.
.... The rest is silence.
Saturday, February 17, 2007
2007 Lincoln Mkx Floor Mats
days
Yes, how am I? I do not operate ... I would still like to cut, but so is non ... Hmmm ... I've just got it today ... stood on the scales and have actually weighed about NEM kg after year once again 51!! Oo Very cool ... what the pill could make such a fuss all the time ... Well ... right now I eat a cookie! : D yeah, but I am furious about it, but I just have to somehow ... Well ...
Will's hope that tonight I can do something ... If non, I surf around and stop further instance of a hole to the other ... do not care ....
... The rest is silence
Yes, how am I? I do not operate ... I would still like to cut, but so is non ... Hmmm ... I've just got it today ... stood on the scales and have actually weighed about NEM kg after year once again 51!! Oo Very cool ... what the pill could make such a fuss all the time ... Well ... right now I eat a cookie! : D yeah, but I am furious about it, but I just have to somehow ... Well ...
Will's hope that tonight I can do something ... If non, I surf around and stop further instance of a hole to the other ... do not care ....
... The rest is silence
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
South Parkepisodes Quicktime
Hmmmm .... -.-
Fuck. FUCK FUCK FUCK! Why do you go I really so SHIT ??????????????? > \u0026lt;. I have only the thoughts in my head. This scam DAMNED FUCK THOUGHT! screaming * Holy shit !!!!! ALL BORDER IN ME ONLY AFTER ONE! I CAN NOT! JAJAJA !!!!! GIVE ME NE BLADE! Yeah, I WANT ME MY ARMS slitting! Jaaaaaaa, I WANT MY UGLY LEGS CUTTING ME !!!!! I WIL GAR NIX else!! I am not worthy to be here !!!!! FUCKING shit!! WHY CAN I NOT ????? WHY WHY WHY ?????????? I am nothing. YES! I am nothing! I'm ugly and the worst, just too fat ... JAaaaaaaaaa, all this shit Fat FAT FAT FAT. EVERYWHERE. I Werdenich rid shice !!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!! I am able to NIX in I will have WAY !!!!!!! I will hang above the toilet and vomit! And even I can nciht !!!!! I am not an analysis VALUE to be !!!!! Fucking shit !!!!!!!!!!! I'm einStpück sucks. Ugly and fat. To kill. Jahaaaa .....!!! This is the Silence ..... Just a piece of shit !!!!! did not deserve such a great friend to have it ncih hat sooo deserves good to have friends (yes, pascal, if you should read this ... you belong to ... you have not just earned .... something I just do not ........) FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. WHAT AM I ????? NO ONE !!!!! No, I korriegiere, I'm a bit of 52 kg of fat!! Jahaha, that's me ....... wg be there, will not depreciate, damn .... nothing goes here ... will no longer wear masks, will no longer be a burden, do not want that!! Will not their fear of men ..... ncht wants more run on fear through the streets ..... abhänging will not come to my friend !!!!!!! I am unlovable!! Sort of like I IS NOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm sorry. I had somehow just a moment. Sorry for all the curses and so .... I had to let out my thoughts run free ... it was good ...... Ic know myself just maybe mhr where my head is .....
I ... I .... Fold like a folding chair ..... just like that .... now and then .... and then I want no more .... I stand in front of my closet and see Tabs to .... and tell me: Just remember this ... this is the way to the happiness of a day ..... And then I look at me ... and look worried friends .... laughing my dear friend ... my parents .... and see that I still can not .... NO ..... I can not ncoh away .... not yet ....... I love these people simply zusehr .... And so I remain in this world. Do not worry. I will stay. Hopefully.
I want to get rid of. No more worrying about's weight. No more addiction to the cracks. No more fears in public. Nothing. Perfect would be the right word vlt. But I will not be as accurate. I want to be NORMAL.
Please ....
Give me a chance!
... the rest is silence † †
Fuck. FUCK FUCK FUCK! Why do you go I really so SHIT ??????????????? > \u0026lt;. I have only the thoughts in my head. This scam DAMNED FUCK THOUGHT! screaming * Holy shit !!!!! ALL BORDER IN ME ONLY AFTER ONE! I CAN NOT! JAJAJA !!!!! GIVE ME NE BLADE! Yeah, I WANT ME MY ARMS slitting! Jaaaaaaa, I WANT MY UGLY LEGS CUTTING ME !!!!! I WIL GAR NIX else!! I am not worthy to be here !!!!! FUCKING shit!! WHY CAN I NOT ????? WHY WHY WHY ?????????? I am nothing. YES! I am nothing! I'm ugly and the worst, just too fat ... JAaaaaaaaaa, all this shit Fat FAT FAT FAT. EVERYWHERE. I Werdenich rid shice !!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!! I am able to NIX in I will have WAY !!!!!!! I will hang above the toilet and vomit! And even I can nciht !!!!! I am not an analysis VALUE to be !!!!! Fucking shit !!!!!!!!!!! I'm einStpück sucks. Ugly and fat. To kill. Jahaaaa .....!!! This is the Silence ..... Just a piece of shit !!!!! did not deserve such a great friend to have it ncih hat sooo deserves good to have friends (yes, pascal, if you should read this ... you belong to ... you have not just earned .... something I just do not ........) FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. WHAT AM I ????? NO ONE !!!!! No, I korriegiere, I'm a bit of 52 kg of fat!! Jahaha, that's me ....... wg be there, will not depreciate, damn .... nothing goes here ... will no longer wear masks, will no longer be a burden, do not want that!! Will not their fear of men ..... ncht wants more run on fear through the streets ..... abhänging will not come to my friend !!!!!!! I am unlovable!! Sort of like I IS NOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm sorry. I had somehow just a moment. Sorry for all the curses and so .... I had to let out my thoughts run free ... it was good ...... Ic know myself just maybe mhr where my head is .....
I ... I .... Fold like a folding chair ..... just like that .... now and then .... and then I want no more .... I stand in front of my closet and see Tabs to .... and tell me: Just remember this ... this is the way to the happiness of a day ..... And then I look at me ... and look worried friends .... laughing my dear friend ... my parents .... and see that I still can not .... NO ..... I can not ncoh away .... not yet ....... I love these people simply zusehr .... And so I remain in this world. Do not worry. I will stay. Hopefully.
I want to get rid of. No more worrying about's weight. No more addiction to the cracks. No more fears in public. Nothing. Perfect would be the right word vlt. But I will not be as accurate. I want to be NORMAL.
Please ....
Give me a chance!
... the rest is silence † †
Consumer Reports Dslr Camera
'm doing fine nich so ...
Yes, yes, I am again ... I'm doing fine any non-Sun Since getting up, so I am "cut off" from work at 11 again. Total dizzy and sick, I think, once I nearly tipped over, ka Oo
Well, mentally I feel so-so's. Although everything is still shit, but what the hey ...
Did this morning when I was on the way to work got a text message from my darling! For Valentine's Day and the 10-month ^ ^ Hach, there are really small Butterfly in my stomach rumgeflattert ^ ^ * g *
the moment I am today at the chocolate-eating, but a big mistake, but because tomorrow I may not so radical make ... nene ....
sodala, that's first read, I vlt späer something ....
... the rest is [silence]
Yes, yes, I am again ... I'm doing fine any non-Sun Since getting up, so I am "cut off" from work at 11 again. Total dizzy and sick, I think, once I nearly tipped over, ka Oo
Well, mentally I feel so-so's. Although everything is still shit, but what the hey ...
Did this morning when I was on the way to work got a text message from my darling! For Valentine's Day and the 10-month ^ ^ Hach, there are really small Butterfly in my stomach rumgeflattert ^ ^ * g *
the moment I am today at the chocolate-eating, but a big mistake, but because tomorrow I may not so radical make ... nene ....
sodala, that's first read, I vlt späer something ....
... the rest is [silence]
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
Spare Partsaircraft Alpha Jet
Seccond Choice
Joa .... what to say .... ne strange feeling in me now ... dunno what time I should think .... Actually, I hate
me at the moment totally. But when I read here, why, the whole world knows and my friends what is going on ... and I do not want to. No way. * Sigh * My Winamp plays all sorts of up and down (you see it in my title down, actually do so my Mukke ncih ^ ^). But today it is me not matter anyway. Somehow I do not care about anything at the moment fully. Mag
the Live Journal. Here you can write anything. Much lighter and more great than myblog.de * slime * ^ ^
what I want? No idea. Oh, I see a shit. I should again go to bed earlier. But it never works. No matter whether I try it out yet or not.
Oh, by the way it rains. With you also? And boring to me too. Can I give someone a slap times? No, kidding, but I just feel this way myself. I think. Well ... I find nothing more of a ...
I read vlt. later ...
... the rest is silence
Joa .... what to say .... ne strange feeling in me now ... dunno what time I should think .... Actually, I hate
me at the moment totally. But when I read here, why, the whole world knows and my friends what is going on ... and I do not want to. No way. * Sigh * My Winamp plays all sorts of up and down (you see it in my title down, actually do so my Mukke ncih ^ ^). But today it is me not matter anyway. Somehow I do not care about anything at the moment fully. Mag
the Live Journal. Here you can write anything. Much lighter and more great than myblog.de * slime * ^ ^
what I want? No idea. Oh, I see a shit. I should again go to bed earlier. But it never works. No matter whether I try it out yet or not.
Oh, by the way it rains. With you also? And boring to me too. Can I give someone a slap times? No, kidding, but I just feel this way myself. I think. Well ... I find nothing more of a ...
I read vlt. later ...
... the rest is silence
I Want A Paramore Varsity Available
Hello!
TEST TEST TEST ^ ^
My first entry here .... joa, what should I write .... oh yeah: TEST ^ ^ * g *
Hmmm .... * Sigh *
.. the rest is silence
TEST TEST TEST ^ ^
My first entry here .... joa, what should I write .... oh yeah: TEST ^ ^ * g *
Hmmm .... * Sigh *
.. the rest is silence
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